To the works of PsycoWolf

They told you so....
why am i always alone
why is it i cant get through it
my name is sober
my heart is drunk
my soul is gone around the corner

we are all alone
no one looks out for anyone
lets stick together
die all at once
hiding from the darkness

but when the day is dying
and you gave up trying
when you cant "anything"
with a good enough meaning

just hold on to me
your philosophy
i'll let you control me
for the sake of being with you

cause shit happens
and it is blind
it happens and you can't run
for it is where you hide

shit happens and I cant control
the ways it works
shit happens and I know
CAUSE ITS COMING FOR YOU

Learn the Respect

Just because its not your style
You laugh and make jokes
Just because you dont understand
You won't give it a chance
Do I laugh when you speak?
How stupid you may sound
No because of my respect
So let them dance the night away
and find out who they are
And let the boy prove his father wrong
It may not appeal to your mind
Not your shining star
But out there in our world
I'm sure you will find
A person, a group, a country
Who as you so carelessly did
will laugh at you from behind

Jordan's Crow

It stared at me atop an evergreen
Silent and moving
it knew me
and what i was destined to see
Jordan's Crow lived
to fuel the fire

Four Rings

The three rings she wears
Bear the symbols of her life
HATE TRUTH FAITH

the HATE for the people who
caged her til this very day
the TRUTH that lies inside
building courage never wavered
and FAITH so strong it
blinds the weak of heart

she believes in the dreams of what she wants to be
But she never forgot her
beginings and all the pain along
and as she leaves the bastard child
and angry teen behind
a new ring slides onto her finger

Not of marriage or promise
but of newly woven friendship
she prays will never be forgotton

Born Again

I write for you because
you don't know how to read
You've got arthritis in your brain , man
What? did your english teacher forget to
teach you how to use a pen
Did you not get help from momma
or did you get some poor kid
who will run the fortune 500 club
to do your homework

I speak for you because
you always chicken out
You cry for my help
like I really give a damn
You try to be introspective
and dress in black
What the fuck is wrong with you Retard

Open your eyes
You insecure, imature, insignificant...asshole
I feel for you because
you're too lazy for touch
But your stupidity and sins have
burned off all my skin
I wonder why you adopted this personality
Because I feel I did something wrong
You call my voice a lullaby
but I'm still talking about hate and irritation

You never understand me
I wrote for you before
But I ran out of words
and you ran out of excuses and comments

Idiot BOY

I love you but then I dont
wrapping around me like a slimy snake
I hate to love you
all you do is cause me pain
I love to hate you
beating you down with a mighty hand

You hate how I act
You call it immature
too intouch with the child inside

You always interupt
my thoughts not good enough
Stop you lies or I'll shut you down
your the sadist inside me sometimes
screaming at you
i listen
what are you gonna do know

But if if you were to act the way I do
then you couldnt handle your "life"
all the time looking down
on what you see
or what you want to see

so you can always stay above me

Anti-Platonic Relationship

I watched him from across the room
He smiled and raised his eyebrows
In his coy normal way
Our usual conversation without words
We never touched, shake hands or brush shoulders
Our eyes only meet fro a short while
I don't know how we became friends
I don't even remember when
All I know is that he is there
That though we don't speak we are
Full of words, trying to burst through the fear
We are lost souls trying to find our match
That we care about the simple things in life
I have to believe that
Just to look through his face
To stay rough and forewarning
But when our eyes meet
And he smiles slightly
Meeting my doom isn't so bad
But the walk to his desk takes years
But I'm tired of watching from across the room
I want to speak if only to say "Hi"
Because life is about the choices we make
And I rather regret than be a chicken
So I take a deep breath and,see what happens

Break it Down

I thought I had all the answers
that my world was complete
I thought my ethics had made a path

Then this happened
and everything...fell..apart

How was I to know you would do that
How was I to know I had to have your back
Is there something in our contract of friendship
that says I must help

I don't want to be stuck in your
fantasy soap opera
I don't want to be killed off in
episode three

I promised to stand by you through thick and thin
But honey this is the end
You can cheat with these boys
and twist their little hearts
But my conscious stopped me
when you passed that fedelity line

Hide 'N' Hide

In a place you can't find
Is a girl who loves to hide
She speaks to all that pass her by
But they say nothing

In a room with a locked door
Is a boy who writes on a guitar
He lets the music take him away
But his parents hear nothing

In a corner dusty with mold
Is a cat, mouse and dog
They sleep together like good old friend
But the heat of bodies can't drown the owner's snores

In a place with locked doors
where animals live in peace
and silence reigns supreme
A girl, a boy and their pets find peace

Just called to say .... I hate you

They act like she cares
Talking with persuasion
He acts coarse and unloved
Each with fake expectations
They stick to her
Like cancer on the heart
She stands alone surrounded
For the voices won't stop

He speaks like he meant it
but surprised by her words
She's not joking anymore
and she's done living under him
They act like she cares
perverse nature realized
She's funny and cruel
but he's no saint in her eyes

Feel the peircing stares
The electric shot
Feel the shinning blade
The lover you are not
Give it all away
Its not a need
Scream till it hurts
Wanna see you bleed
Shut up now, he doesn't make sense
Get back boy or you won't get to live

Anger Pageant

The rain falls, stinging my eyes
It's 2 in the morning
Dinner is cold with no one to hold me
I've heard SO many times
that I dont need a man
but those who speak already have someone
There is no justice for apathy
Cry myself to sleep
I go never hiding in this dark place
Anger is brewing in my black garden of sheep
And look now, its a brave face
Everyone gets paired up, me not following the trend
Sight burns into my skin
those kisses exchanged when the bell rings

Days over
Now i wanna go home
I want to scream to the blind of my
true self:
OPEN YOUR EYES!
LOOK AT US
interpret what u want
censor
restrict
You are the royality of hypocrites
Dont be afraid
Just be ready to shine, it is
darkness cut by the light of day
Empty hearts and sore voices
beautiful day with dissapointments
but am i still alone

DAMN
What's wrong with me
am I so hugely grotesque that not even
Freddy Krueger wants me
Tell me why I am alone
oh great one of relationships
the person who knows everything about nothing
tell me the reason I'm like this
But I rather be a spinster than a trophy for you
sitting so quietly only there for an ego boost
have you
LOST YOUR MIND
do I look like the person who sits home
on lonely nights and then you
come home smelling unlike me
I'm supposed to sit and say nothing

FAT CHANCE YOU PRICK!

I'm not gonna do that
It's late now and I still cry myself to sleep
not for me anymore
but for all the stupid people
blinded by "love" and "hope"
who cover the bruises and hide the tears
I'm your scapegoat
I will suck in all the pain...give it to me
Let me breath in the loathing hate
you have for your partner
to drink the vengenace you hold inside
tasting and being covered by the
guilt
of impure thoughts

I'm here so you wont feel sad
That is how my life has been
I walk these empty halls alone
now I hold my head up high
because I'm your emotional maurder
but just for tonight
a angry girl sick of the
trials and tribulations of
high school's warped socielty

now pay up and repent for thy sins....

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